Nicoletta (Letta) Haunted Doll ~ 17" Porcelain Strange Smile Vessel ~ Paranormal ~ Can be Creepy ~ Watches Everything ~ Troubled Soul

Nicoletta prefers the name "Letta" it's what everyone called her.  She is kind of a trip.  I love her though, but I love all the lost causes.  I feel terrible for this one.  You can tell she is "stuck" in her situation, and we have tried to get her to cross over, but she feels she has "unfinished business" and refuses to cross over.  I really wish she would though.  She was mentally unstable when she died, and it has only gotten worse.  I hate even saying that, because of all people, I AM THE MOST UNSTABLE PERSON I KNOW.  However, Letta was well on her way to becoming a problem for her family.  I think she had BPD, personally, and back then, in the 70s, women and girls did not get the mental help they needed, no matter what.  Doctors never helped.  Her mother just thought she would "grow out of it" but Letta had severe suicidal ideations, that verged on homicidal.  Obviously, it was all a scream for attention, but still.  She needed help.  She needed someone in her family to give a shit, and she never got it.  Letta can be creepy.  I have no idea why she chose that vessel, the tongue thing is weird already.  She laughs about that, though.  She doesn't care.  She has used it to her advantage, moving the tongue just enough to catch people's attention.  Yes, she is another one that my mother absolutely hates.  My mom thinks there is a demon in this vessel, a demon who sticks their tongue out at her when she walks by.  Well, it's no demon, it's just a troubled teenager.  Same difference, I guess.  Teens are hard.  Letta was constantly running away and getting into bad trouble.  She would always come home, and her mother never believed her stories about when she was gone.  She never believed that Letta took a bus all the way to Manhattan from Boston.  She DID that.  She was 15 when she did that. Her mother was in such deep denial about her daughter's behaviors, that she just assumed Letta was lying and that she had been down the street the whole time.  It all came to a head when she ran away and went to Miami, hitchhiking.  In the 70s, hitchhiking was a huge thing.  She got into a man's car, and never made it out.  Letta never considered that someone would hurt her that bad.  She just liked to do anything she could do that her mother thought was "bad".  She was rebelling.  Now she watches her back a lot.  She watches everything, in fact.  She doesn't trust anyone.  She doesn't make friends easily.  But she needs to find a home where she can be herself and just vibe.  Knowingly trying to scare people is not a good thing for vessels.  She is gonna end up in some haunted museum or something.  She pushes away people who love and care for her.  She wants to be a spook.  She wants to be feared.  It protects her.  She needs a mature caregiver, someone who understands why she is being like this.  It's a psychological defense mechanism.  She has to heal from her trauma and she never will by pushing away her caregivers.  I feel bad for her.  Letta is a good communicator, but she can freak people out.  Even a teammate of mine got spooked by her.  She makes loud noises and screams at really inappropriate times and it feels like she just wants to freak us out.  She watches everything and we have seen her turn her head to get a better look.  That tongue comes out a lot.  Yeah, it can be weird.  She is just one of those creepier girls, but she is not evil at all.  She just needs a good home and maybe she needs a good friend.  She loves 70s music.  She would do well with a female caregiver.  She has a distrust of men, for obvious reasons.  She uses the pendulum, the Ouija, and the PSB7.  She likes light-up balls and divining rods too.  

About the doll:  She is a 1980s vessel and she will come with a doll stand.